Frai7ty

So it seems life goes one. No dreams, just time after time as life goes by. Less depressed, however more aware. Think about this.

Things are never exactly where you think them to be, only where thy should be. However, where you think they should be changes where they are.

So, I am now single. I'm noting in to specifics, but lets say it was best for me, and she made the choice. This is not what I wish to be writing about tho.

What I wish to say, is that I have seem to found a path that I feel good on. Now don't confuse this with happiness. Because I'm rather depressed right now, and not because of the former thing I was talking of, I assure you. The tapestry of life seems to be unavailing for me, slowly but surely I can feel wisdom flowing in. Epiphany's seem more common place, and the balance of going with the flow, and standing my ground seems to come more naturally these days. I am finding my place, and it seems good. There is a problem... no a curse to this wisdom.

I have become aware of the fact, that for whatever reason I seem the most lucid when I am depressed. I seem to think the most clearly then, and what concerns me the most is that this seem natural... the way it should be... strange now that I put words to it, I'm no longer concerned. Perhaps, one of my friends are correct when they say that I have a talent for the darker things in life.

Anywise, that me at the moment, How about you?

Well, I now finally have a sold computer.

Intel Pentium D 805, 775 Socket Type, Clocked at 2.66Ghrz
2 Gigs of PNY DDR 3-3-3-8 RAM
300 Gig 7,200 RPM DDR
512MB ATI Radeon HD 3850 AGP (I know PCI-E is infinitely better)
Foxconn 6617MJ
585W PSU

Now I know AGP is an old architecture for a video card, but as it stand I can play any of the games I would like to. BTW this rig only cost me 350$.

W00t got me a comp up and running. Check out these sweet stats.

Pentium 3 800 MHz
256 SDRAM
nVidia 4000mx (128 MB)
Creative Labs Sound Blaster (From 97)
Netgear 10/100 Ethernet Card
3com 56k Modem.

Jealous Much?

If you are, you need help .... but hey at least I have internet.

Well, my laptop is D E D dead, and has been for about a month. Sucks to cus I was just getting good a Photoshop. Although if everything gos as planed I should have a desktop up and running soon.

Wish Me luck .