So, I am now single. I'm noting in to specifics, but lets say it was best for me, and she made the choice. This is not what I wish to be writing about tho.

What I wish to say, is that I have seem to found a path that I feel good on. Now don't confuse this with happiness. Because I'm rather depressed right now, and not because of the former thing I was talking of, I assure you. The tapestry of life seems to be unavailing for me, slowly but surely I can feel wisdom flowing in. Epiphany's seem more common place, and the balance of going with the flow, and standing my ground seems to come more naturally these days. I am finding my place, and it seems good. There is a problem... no a curse to this wisdom.

I have become aware of the fact, that for whatever reason I seem the most lucid when I am depressed. I seem to think the most clearly then, and what concerns me the most is that this seem natural... the way it should be... strange now that I put words to it, I'm no longer concerned. Perhaps, one of my friends are correct when they say that I have a talent for the darker things in life.

Anywise, that me at the moment, How about you?